Old Nick
Legendary Knight
Very sorry to hear that @Tricky Dicky very sadNever felt like such an asshole...........we had to have Oddy put down yesterday, after refusing to eat and being force-fed just to try and maintain him we took him back to the vet yet again with the intention of getting him put on a drip just to try and get some nutrients into him, after examining him he said that he could feel more lumps in his abdomen that he thought was further inclusions IE the gut becoming malformed and obstructed, he had lost so much weight and was so thin and weak but still tried to please us, the vet said that the only option was to go to a specialist for another opp but didn't hold out a lot of hope that he would make a recovery or not have reoccurrences as he got older, even if he survived the sedation/opp, so we made the heartbreaking decision to let him go and not put him through any more suffering.
I just can't shake the feeling that I have betrayed him by not giving him ever last chance I could, never felt such a guilty cunt before, the wife has hardly stopped crying and to be honest I keep cracking up, don't know how long it going to take me to stop feeling responsible for taking such a young animal's life that only wanted to please....sorry in a very dark place right now.
You did everything you could do for him, you can hold your head high