I was doing OK
@Don the Don
I was planning a mini European tour on the bike visiting Dunkirk Arnhem Remagen and berchestgarten the eagles nest...I understand that a road is there that is motorbike heaven...
I worked so hard and got nearly a thousand pounds saved up to put towards making it happen..
I was finally getting somewhere positive and had hopes and dreams of finally for once in my life doing something for me I'd always wanted to do....
Now it's all falling apart my hopes dreams and really sad hopes of being happy for once with a great girl have all just been pulled out from underneath me..
I wanted to be a real person like all of you...you all inspire me to do better...
Now all I want is to teach some stupid bint a lesson in reality...
After all I've done..The sacrifices I made to save people..The justice I provided when the authorities and law failed...
The life's lost and the unmentionable suffering I was unable to prevent...
For some bint fucking pygmy to tell me what a bad person I am as tipped me over the edge..
I wanna be back where I was a week ago...
Right now and I know it's wrong and that's why I'm seeking medical help..
I just wanna shoot her in the fucking head...
She stole everything from me I'm minutes...
I wanna take it back and I only know one way to do that...
I hope my doctor can help.
If not then I'm a lost cause and someone should end me now...
I'd be grateful