Honestly
@Don the Don
Things are turning around for me in a positive way...I still shout and swear at my boss...I still throw straight dice..The good thing is with this medication I can actually get on with my life without perceiving everything as a potential threat.im not on high alert all the time...I can now deal with actual threats as they really occur such as the black twat that's harassing school girls in Ashbourne at the moment...
Also my night terrors have all but stopped...Hallucinations gone..
Unexplained phenomena on stairs is still ongoing but I can't be arsed about it now..
I'm starting to appreciate life and all it as to offer more without taking on guilt and remorse that was never mine to take on in the first place...
Cos I've been able to slow down my thoughts and actually get some sleep I've been able to put things into perspective...
I'm laughing and smiling again...
Life is for living and looking forward to tomorrow and that's what I'm doing from now on...
Working today and tomorrow and hoping for good weather Sunday cos then I'm out on the bike 🏍